So within the last month, I have gotten swept by a specific tradition of Traditional Witchcraft. I have been accepted and even have two mentors to practice with. At this time, I find myself excited for the full moon. Its been a while, since I’ve felt this way about the next Witches’ Sabbat. In fact, it outshines my Imbolc celebrations. Even now sitting at a desk, I find my heart beating a bit faster, and my mind wandering. It is when I will be taking my first step towards true initiation, but I think its more than that. It is a big step for me truly understanding what witchcraft means to me, and who I am as a witch.
I take a step in connecting with the Almighty ancestors. The witches of long past. From this, I will truly understand their history and seek to preserve it in our modern world. Which is a tough thing, the amount of misinformation and lies goes on for miles.
As the time gets closer, I find myself wishing I had more prep time. Its hard planning anything when dealing with depression, and unfortunately I find myself trying to manage my melancholy, indifference, and lack of motivation. Its one of the reasons why the excitement I am feeling is so unique and rare.
I will free myself of pressures and prejudices of others, and I will release myself from my own self loathing. Its time to rise from the ashes. And with that, I will leave this charm. It is mostly for myself, but if you choose to read it aloud and use its power I hope it helps undo the tragedies placed upon you.
Nema! Livee morf su revilled tub
Noishaytpmet ootni ton suh deel
Suh tshaiga sapsert tath yeth
Vigrawf eu za sesapsert rua suh vigrawf.
Derb ilaid rua yed sith suh vig
Neveh ni si za thre ni
Nud eeb liw eyth
Muck mod-ngik eyth
Main eyth eeb dwohlah
Neveh ni tra chioo